running as fast as i can and feeling the night's cold air on my bare skin 
when someone whispers in my ear
absolute silence 
hearing my own heartbeat
movie nights in lizz's basement: junk food, juice boxes, favorite people all under one comforter, limbs everywhere
wiping my sweaty palms on my own legs 
the feeling i get when i write something good 
when people tell me they like what i'm wearing 
winking at people 
throwing my head back when i laugh
touching my legs when i'm wearing tights 
holding hands with my best friends
kissing people's cheeks and receiving a kiss back
birthday cards, christmas cards, valentine day cards.
when people say "that's so you", "that's so celina"
mcflurries in the middle of the night
family picnics
boxing day with danica
when i break a popsicle in two perfectly 
nights when i live out my youth: pulling shenanigans, screaming in the streets, staying out late
waking up on sunday mornings and reading 
breaking in new sneakers